Alone on park bench I sit
Amidst beautiful flowers
Rays of radiant sunshine
Caress my worn-out face
Feeling so very defeated
Tired of life’s daily rat race
Who feign happiness this new year
What happened – a setback find myself return sad place
When others speak unimportant woes I think disgrace
Why instant stomach churns rocks wish at them throw
Scream out loud – Shut up since my plight you don’t know
The journey taken thru dark places taught me distrust humans
I find it so very hard to believe faithfulness turn questionable God’s plan.