What's wrong?? Genetics 'n circumstances Resulted in GAD diagnosis A daily force to reckon with No, I didn't ask for 'emphasis' Fourteen years psychotherapy Ne'er erase true past events Leavings years of faithfulness Still incapable if e'er circumvent This morning's start was accompanied by a strange sensation foreign to me. A state of extreme calmness left me wondering what's ahead - like little mattered anymore. I accessed Facebook and read two posts = sad medical situations written by friends of friends. Reaction?? Numb to it all I guess the one word 'support' something lacking within my personal life at the present time has impacted me somehow. I feel like a weed - no more flower. Faced with my own medical issues to be addressed next week I felt no desire to place usual encouraging words. Over a period of time I've joined groups, shared info and interacted with numerous members, people who've experienced similar hardships, people who actually understand. What happened to my compassion and empathy for others?? Could it be I'm having a bad day?? Who knew it was World Mental Health Day?? I discovered first thru a post that appeared in the Reader then I followed up with a double-check on the internet and 'yes' tis true.
Yesterday's take on medium: Nostalgic flashbacks days frequented craft stores... pattern sizes small, medium, large plus XL unforeseen suggested fabric selections and required notions finish awesome cheap price tags clothing sewn by seamstress, me. Change-after-change personal life past decades near three Daily combat emotional escape unwanted intrusive negatives thought process address different definition prompt medium noun description material used by an artist or writer, me. The Friday Reminder and Prompt for #SoCS Oct. 10/2020