Unbelievable!!
Sitting before computer feeling numb
Decorated Police Sergeant crossed over
Age 52 battle with Covid-19 succumb
Those left behind now broken-hearted
Grief journey begins mourning departed
A firm believer in the Lord questions
Online she watches funeral procession
For those who actually live with someone
Give thanks no idea feeling nights lonesome
Please don’t complain about caddy stuff
Result older woman possibility high throw up
Those who have lost loved ones understand me
Fact two children reside in Heaven unknowns quickly flee
Lately I wonder why God chose a keep me here plan
Renewed zest for living follow major operation stolen
Prepared emotionally,, spiritually obvious not chosen time
Aftermath prisoner intrusive thoughts spite ne’er commit crime
Down-trodden broken-hearted alone this cruel world daily face
Ask Lord reveal reason why actual timing deceit surface
Anger, bitterness ‘n resentment overwhelmed fight depression
Inner struggle desire overcome worse should go route confession
No idea if occasional writing reading between lines posts still therapeutic
Guess best keep quiet refrain reveal truth late stage in life serves no purpose
To divulge dirty secrets cause much personal familial strife and critique
My cross to bear non-wish others burden thanks to real life reveal composer
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