Irksome uninvitees Pesky fruit flies Wish share morn cup tea Curse handcuffs of emotions Tackle additional problem Hopeful discover correct stratagem Rid apartment fruit flies extreme fast Remedies combo vinegar quick fixes best Desire not be amid colony pests solo outcast Skulled feelings exasperation Struggle continue keep sterling reputation Attempts overcome shackles anxiety 'n depression ~ JAQ August Writing Prompts
Where do I begin
Older divorcee wish fit in
Joiner numerous senior groups
Friendly new acquaintance maker
Wisher for a place to hide
Whenever others speak of their wonderful lives
I know what it’s like to have-it-all for decades
Follow was death – deceit – divorce newfound fears
Combatted feelings best I could in spite of heightened anxiety
Imperative time make final preparations should become ill
Desire options available old gal wind up place other than nowhere.
~ JAQ
NOTE: This post is part of SoCS
The Friday Reminder and Prompt for #SoCS August 10/19
S uffering, pain part of life T rapped due to aging circumstances U ninvited changes 'n thought processes C reate barriers inability achieve happiness K udos self-seeker knowledge symptoms manifestation characteristics . © 2019 June Quintin
Rarely do I complain; I’d rather be a positive supporter.
I’ve had my share (more than some less than others) of unfortunate life’s circumstances.
Social media networking has been quite therapeutic for me as well as writing for a hobby.
Today I found a good description of myself in the above picture – gal who has yet to manage putting the puzzle pieces together.
Losing someone you love dearly is difficult – losing one or more of your children far worse.
Listed below is a partial list of symptoms of grief I deal with to this day / night.
Inspirational messages and shared affirmations are definitely nice – momentarily only though as when alone one can sink into a pit of despair.
I’ve no idea why some people have so much strength while others complain about the most trivial matters.
If I could change places I’d opt out of being a Mother who lost children. It’s grief that never goes away.
Device fictional Exists imagination Current level high Stressors day-to-day occur Concerns validate surmount. © 2019 June Quintin
M isunderstood illnesses show E arly warning signs sadly N eglected way too often although T reatable with professional diagnosis A cceptance reality by patient necessary L ife's quality limitations become non-existence H elpful individual follows plan treatment E ccentric behavioral patterns soon disappear A nxiety attacks chronic and acute no longer fear L imited socialization trade-off new acquaintances T rust issues previous replacement be green light H appiness emotional restoration patients' facial glow. © 2019 June Quintin
Fate anxious depressed Unwelcome thoughts negative Tiresome lack knowledge Loved ones prone indiscretions Denied life's bed of roses. © 2019 June Quintin
Alone sits with grief
Stares in space disbelief
Lost place consider home
Commence again self alone
Unknown exact path turn
Remembrances forevermore yearn
Comparisons generate depression
Positives accept – disallow dat culprit win
Dismiss numerous intrusive sad thoughts
Countless shreds happiness future straightaway sought.
© 2019 June Quintin
Daily beautiful wishes she submits Positive quotes full happiness emits Good vibes certain not misunderstood Decades grief-stricken similar words heard Some days to friend gal sends nice reply Others she reads proceeds pass posts by Similar lives both be characterized genuine Question why Lord place one in Hell other in Heaven Multitude difficult years address same sweet person Told ignore another's happiness - dismiss comparison Distraught wonder how she'd feel attitude dismay Unfortunate life thrown basketful lemons her way Few know depth true pain one experiences within Gossip cheap thus refuse share feelings chagrin Hard lessons learned maintain one's dignity Additional follows wonder whereby retain sanity Wishful thinking positive vibes exact lie ahead Smiles, good times please no more absolute dreads Blink of an eye - several moments in time Entire world upside down creation 'ugh' slime Discovery peoples' promises ne'er worth a damn Affirmations broken friendships newfound clams Whenever another wonders asks questions the 'whys' Reveal little - caution inquisitives be like spies Always willing to listen to others' tales of woes Far from sight 'n sound friendship garden ne'er grow Beauty surrounds couples amidst griever's life frozen Loyalty, trust, shaken faith combination fake poison How should one act - chosen words for world role play When shocked suffer loss after loss gray cloud dismay Smile for awhile works - keep up fake persona Retreat behind four walls - a homebody - a loner Read countless inspirational messages social media Repetitive 'how tos' - 'what tos' feedback encyclopedia Refusal blame self for unrequited love guilt Divorce imminent barred lifetime teamwork built Occasionally wonder others feel walk in same shoes To date ACOA rebuff self-medicate drink offers booze Numerous questions - handful answers - total trues Think what would you do same hideous fate bestow you. © 2019 June Quintin
Sometimes darkness night PTSD recurs, dreams fright Ghastly ghosts ferment Stories, turmoil, torment Night pattern familiar Sights bizarre, peculiar E'erlast prediction doom Switchover kick-ass gloom Insomniac heartless witch Costume designer lover stitch Mood capable reverse Positivity skills rehearse Mornin' meet attendee Necessity anxiety free Breathing techniques Calmness overcome thee Underneath covers cower Await daylight, pleasant tomorrow. © 2018 June Quintin Time blown in the zap zone
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