Gloomy day lack sunshine
Positives versus negatives
Awful attitude today think
Like me_hate me
Laugh with me_laugh at me
Your opinion doesn’t matter to me.
Don’t care – won’t care – refuse to care
Stay – walk away – doesn’t matter either way
How you treat me in real life, app life, blog life
Determining factor with regard to continuance friendship
Reading printed thoughts on paper appear be in self-argument
Truth is I’m past tired of being that nice individual screwed over.
Inspirational quotes about who is responsible for your happiness – ‘you’.
I certainly hope Testy Tuesday is less aggravating than Motivational Monday.
Tag: moods
Forget-Me-Nots
This flower was one of several I chose to plant at my daughter’s
gravesite 25 years ago.
To me it symbolized a connection that lasts thru time, true and
undying love for a daughter whose life was taken way too soon.
Time passed; however, the ache of losing her still remains.
A parent’s nightmare!!
Germans coined the name of this flower and there’s a few myths
floating the hemisphere addressing its floral beauty.
One lovers’ myth, although quite sad, warmed my heart.
It read of two lovers walking the Danube River, spotting the bright
blue blossoms, the man’s desire to fetch some of these delicate
petite blue flowers with petals resembling the shape of a mouse’s ear
(cute tidbit of info) for the lady when suddenly swept up by the river.
As he was floating away at a distance he spoke the words to her
to ‘not forget him’.
Romantic!!
If someone asked me why I was writing this post the honest answer
would be, “I have no idea“.
Today isn’t one of those special days, the more painful ones
experienced by a Mother who has lost a child.
Thinking to myself perhaps the answer lies in an event that transpired
earlier today.
This morn’s social media journey was different as I chose to bypass
articles on my homepage’s slideshow.
Rather I headed over here to WordPress and read some truly
inspirational posts – a great start to a sunny, blustery day.
Before I shut down I accessed Facebook to tend to the garden I created
11 years and 5 months ago in memory of my daughter known to some
as TuffiMcGuffi.
In recent weeks the Fairyland app had been under maintenance.
Today it wasn’t listed on the sidebar and I couldn’t find a way to
access it.
Wonderful!!
Another creation taken from me without warning.
Needless to say although I shut the computer off and figured I’d wait
awhile to check back, my mood changed dramatically.
SoCS – Jan 30th
The final touches, the outer border of the half-double crocheted Temperature
afghan/throw, the end of a work in progress that sadly took a back seat to
other craft projects when the beginning of a brand new relationship filled
with hope for a future together suddenly turned sour.
Cemented Memories
Sometimes darkness night PTSD recurs, dreams fright Ghastly ghosts ferment Stories, turmoil, torment Night pattern familiar Sights bizarre, peculiar E'erlast prediction doom Switchover kick-ass gloom Insomniac heartless witch Costume designer lover stitch Mood capable reverse Positivity skills rehearse Mornin' meet attendee Necessity anxiety free Breathing techniques Calmness overcome thee Underneath covers cower Await daylight, pleasant tomorrow. © 2018 June Quintin Time blown in the zap zone
Believe in Yourself !!
Hello Fellow Bloggers. . .
Today’s mood was on a spiral down until I read another’s blogger’s post with regard to expectations.
For me, writing is a hobby as I am a retiree – an antique as I often quick-wit refer to myself.
Although writing wasn’t my profession, I often place undue pressure upon myself with regard to creation of what I consider an art – the formation of a masterpiece.
Necessary chores completed I had yet to print out some requested forms. For fun I browsed through my stored collection of picture downloads and out of the blue as if the Good Lord knew what I needed to read I came across the following prayer.
I thought it would be a nice gesture to share it with others who may experience doubt on occasion and wonder if blogging is a sheer waste of precious time.
"The Knots Prayer" Dear God, please untie the knots that are in my mind, my heart and my life. Remove the have-nots, the can-nots and the do-nots I have in my mind. Erase the will-nots, may-nots, might-nots that may find a home in my heart. Release me from the could-nots, would-nots and should-nots that obstruct my life. And most of all, Dear God, I ask that you remove from my mind, my heart and my life all of the am-nots that I have allowed to hold me back, especially the thought, that I am not good enough. Amen. ~~ Author Unknown ~~ Fandango’s Friday Flashback — September 6
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